I Hate Goodbyes
I think I must've said it before, but it's still true. I hate goodbyes.
Everyone left today. First was Bonnie, at 2. Then Lou, at 3. The last one was Emma, at 5. Am sad. I was nearly in tears. In fact, no I'm lying, I did have tears in my eyes when Lou left. Didn't really have time to cry for Emma because her cab came straightaway and stopped in the middle of the road blocking everyone else, and she had to rush.
It's funny, because I am used to being alone. I mean, I spent a lot of time in Italy on my own, and I was perfectly fine. I think it's because I've been having others around for the past two weeks and all of the sudden they're taken away from me. I think if I had been on my own the whole time I would've been OK. That's why I don't really like group tours. I hate saying goodbye!
Anyways... spent most of the day shopping. Had a massage with Emma this arvo. Bought a big duffel bag, just like the one Lou had bought last night, to pack up the stuff I'm going to leave at the hotel until end of this month.
I've asked mum to change my flight date for me to 30th Nov. Which means I'm going to have to cancel my hotel reservation on 1st Dec. I don't want to go through this all over again.. watching everyone leave before I do. I'd rather leave first.
Well. I'm heading back to my room soon. Gotta pack.
Everyone left today. First was Bonnie, at 2. Then Lou, at 3. The last one was Emma, at 5. Am sad. I was nearly in tears. In fact, no I'm lying, I did have tears in my eyes when Lou left. Didn't really have time to cry for Emma because her cab came straightaway and stopped in the middle of the road blocking everyone else, and she had to rush.
It's funny, because I am used to being alone. I mean, I spent a lot of time in Italy on my own, and I was perfectly fine. I think it's because I've been having others around for the past two weeks and all of the sudden they're taken away from me. I think if I had been on my own the whole time I would've been OK. That's why I don't really like group tours. I hate saying goodbye!
Anyways... spent most of the day shopping. Had a massage with Emma this arvo. Bought a big duffel bag, just like the one Lou had bought last night, to pack up the stuff I'm going to leave at the hotel until end of this month.
I've asked mum to change my flight date for me to 30th Nov. Which means I'm going to have to cancel my hotel reservation on 1st Dec. I don't want to go through this all over again.. watching everyone leave before I do. I'd rather leave first.
Well. I'm heading back to my room soon. Gotta pack.
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